A lack of Dionysus
Sadly, my hopes for some Dionysian abandon on this trip are unlikely to be fulfilled. I think the lovely nymph in question sadly underestimated her boy’s comfort with this plan. Or rather, she didn’t think to schedule things so as to allow for him to meet me and be more ok with things before continuing.
I am not sure what I think of her new boy. He seems very hovering, but that could have been any number of factors. He seems a little less antisocial than her last, but still seems to set me a bit on edge. I might just be too worried about him being rebound and her moving too fast with him.
In general, though, I have not felt super sexy on this trip. The reminder that I am the one who gets bumped when Demon’s schedule makes trouble for the people she has committed days to was unwelcome. I was already over-stressed and that was just a touch of lemon juice to the earlier paper cuts. I really had hoped to be wished off to the bus. The Elfling’s schedule problems above didn’t help, and I don’t know if I will be acting on the Pixie’s invitation. This may end up being a far more chaste trip than I had originally hoped, but I am not feeling the fire. More to the point, I am feeling a need for the fire to be stoked, and I don’t know if any one here is willing or wanting to do that.
Humbug. You deserve some Dionysian abandon right now. I will try to psychically reorganize the universe on your behalf. :*
Comment by Rona — November 2, 2008 @ 7:23 pm
Thank you. I am sure that helped.
Comment by Victor — November 3, 2008 @ 10:50 am
hmmmmmmmm not so great but its ok
Comment by jason — December 14, 2008 @ 1:18 am